500 lovemeters away_ago
Film application for DAMU - Academy of Performing Arts in Prague (2024)
I can't- think of time without considering space.
Space provides context to something
otherwise invisible, imperceptible, immaterial.
I need space
to hold time.
Mold. Dust. Cracks-
Something untouched for long
-and wrinkles-
Someone untouched for long.
Space and Time intertwined.
All as a historical moment. Unrepeatable.
Like in theatre.
Like in Love.
Forced
to adapt. Always. Embrace
what comes.
Improvise.
Seems like everything constantly co-exists with its opposite.
No way to live Love without fear
of separation. Impossible
to not think of summer
in the winter, to not feel
the Age
when playing with a child. Every
sign of youth comes alongside death.
Weathering. I can't-
stop Time.
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I will always be the fights I give to become more myself (?)
I will always inhabit the in-between spaces
a threshold-person
neither here nor there
one foot in the present and one ahead
one eye in the past and one in the future
what a great present to humanity
not being able to understand
but endure nevertheless
the experience.