500 lovemeters away_ago

Film application for DAMU - Academy of Performing Arts in Prague (2024)

I can't -  

think of time without considering space.

Space provides context to something otherwise 

invisible

imperceptible

immaterial. 

I need space

to hold time. 

Mold. Dust. Cracks-

                           -something untouched for long.

And wrinkles- 

                         -someone untouched for long. 

Space and Time intertwined.

All as a historical moment. Unrepeatable. 

Like in theatre.

Like in Love.

Forced 

to adapt. Always. Embrace 

what comes. 

Seems like everything constantly co-exists with its opposite.

No way to live love without 

death. Impossible

to not think of summer

in the winter, to not feel

age

when playing with a child. Every 

second of youth comes alongside death. 

Weathering. 

I can't-

                stop time. 

//

I will always be the fights I give to become more myself (?)

I will always inhabit the in-between spaces

a threshold-person

neither here nor there

one foot in the present and one ahead

one eye in the past and one in the future

what a great present to humanity

not being able to understand

but endure nevertheless

the experience.